Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Alhamdulillah :)

officially 23 years old today, 23rd May 2012

thanks Allah for all the blessing and love
thanks my loveliest makayah
thanks my abang2  (walaupun ada orang tu kena marah / beletiaq dengan anak sendiri sebab lupa my birthday hahaha )
thanks to all my friends
thanks for all the doas and wishes, may Allah bless u too :)
i'm so so so happy today, alhamdulillah
thanks Allah :)

for now, since tengah busy study for another 2 papers: tomorrow and friday
lets just celebrate my awesome and happy birthday by myself with this sweet and delicious raspberry ripple cake and a large size of cold iced peach tea from Costa
what's better? the weather is so lovely and sunny i can just wear my thin blouse with a pair of skinny jeans, and keep my jacket in the cupboard! nice eh? :)



i promise myself to bake a super marvellous cheesecake after the exam
yeaaaaayyyyyy!!!

Friday, May 18, 2012

Final Exam

I take the effort to create this jadual periksa
siap ada both malaysia ngan UK time
senang makayah nak check kan? :)


doakan kami semua boleh study and jawab dengan cemerlang, insyaAllah

now lagi 2 hari before exam
dah kena get back to normal lifestyle
no more nocturnalian, afini!! ;)

bittaufiq wannajah to all 3rd year TESL students University of Warwick
let's pray, may Allah ease everything for us, amiiin... ^_^

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Happy 35th Birthday Azri Md Akib


to my dear and loving bang caq
happy 35th birthday

you'll always be missed
i love you. we love you.

alfatihah.

Monday, May 14, 2012

bunga yang cantik ^_^

so on saturday ada kenduri kahwin kat sini
tu nanti fini letak gambar
tengah collect2 gamabr yang orang lain upload
i didnt bring my camera, so iphone je ada
malas nak snap time kenduri
tapi rajin snap bila jumpa bunga cantik ni!!!!

eh tapi 1st of all
i want to show u these:

 cantik tak? ni baju raya aiman afiq hadiah and the red flower brooch k.shila bagi

 hah ni! ni kasut cik an hadiah besday last year. bawak beli kat midvalley lepas kenduri bfifi. dah panas sikit baru boleh pakai :)

 ni dah on the way balik kenduri. yeahhh mari show off baju!

then, sampai kat radcliffe jumpa pokok ni
subhanallah, cantikkkkkk
bunga merempun!!!!
tapi tak tau nama apa bunga ni
daun pun tak nampak sebab banyak sangat bunga :)




 eh geraaaammm!!! lawa sangat nih!

 gebu sangat. kelopak / petals tu sangat lembut. masyaAllah, macam nak ambik bagi mak tanam kat rumah jitra je. eh lawa sungguh ni!

 muka orang excited. rasa macam nak dok celah bunga2 tu.

 sayang nak petik sejambak, so kutip yang jatuh2 je.



ni kerja mek. dia tak tahan sangat, so curik la sejambak. macam nak buat hand bouquet untuk pengantin je kan? eh siap ada insect! belalang ke tu eh?

Sunday, May 13, 2012

happy mother's day

"aljannatu tahta aqdamul ummahat"

i love u so much mak
semoga sentiasa dirahmati dan dilimpahi kebahagiaan yang berpanjangan

happy mother's day :)

Saturday, May 12, 2012

of coming back

disebabkan hari ni (11may 2012) last day class kat university of warwick <-- sedih sekit
means lagi 9 hari nak exam, lepas tu a month holiday after a week of exam
maksudnya apa? maksudnya dah nak balik rumah
lebih kurang 2 bulan lagi sebelum kembali ke bumi Malaysia, insyaAllah
to be exact, as both aiman and alia are counting the days (yeayyy!), ada lagi 49 hari
and at this point of time, perasaan campur2 la
macam nasi kandaq tu, semua rasa ada
tapi, yang dominant harusla happy and bersyukur 3 tahun dah almost complete
kadang2 rasa macam sat, kadang2 rasa lama
normal la :)

sedih nak tinggal england pun ada
helooo, bukan senang nak boleh dok sini
mai jalan2 mungkin possible kalau ada rezeki lebih
tapi untuk nak duduk sini, feeling macam orang sini
jalan2, makan2, social life, ada benefits bla bla, i dont know
mungkin tak dah kot
kalau ada rezeki untuk master or even phd pun mungkin i choose dalam malaysia je
honestly, dari sudut hati yang ikhlas, penat tau dok jauh dari family
ada la teringin sikit nak sambung kat sini lagi
tapi setakat sekarang, i choose you, MALAYSIA ^_^

tapi kan, tak semua orang sama kan?
ada yang tak mau balik
ada yang tension sebab dah nak balik
mungkin we dont share the same thoughts
tapi, for me, bila dok jauh ngan family
susah nak explain the emotions and mental tu
alhamdulillah, physical well-being sihat sejahtera :)

since form 1 start dok hostel
but alor setar - jitra is not a problem at all, wanna go back everyday also can!
then, ipoh - jitra, oh well we have nice highway with fast cars and busses hahaha
now, coventry - jitra, oh baby, its a decision of once a year to meet my loved ones
lain cerita la kalau k.farah and k.dahlia
depa ada open tickets go back and come here again anytime they want to
un.jan kata kadang2 every month or once in two months tengok2 dah balik (what!!!!)
but, syukur la banyak2, fini setahun sekali boleh balik
makayah pun mai sini kan ;)
ada yang straight 3 tahun tak balik tau
i wonder how they survive..

sepanjang kat sini tak pernah satu hari berlalu tanpa doa dan ingatan kat family
bila jauh macam ni, soal homesick bukan an option
memang kena delete terus
its not that kalau teringat sangat2, ambik bus or train balik jumpa makayah
the most i can do, pick up my phone or skyping
and paling penting, bila dah kat sini i know how doa adalah sangat penting
Allah teaches me pentingnya kebergantungan pada Dia
kena yakin Allah ada untuk diri kita, and Allah ada untuk jaga apa yang kita sayang
i remember I cried a lot days before i left 3 years ago
and i told myself, I will leave all my loved ones in Allah's love, the best love and care of all
kalau susah hati, rindu la, teringat la
mak kata, doa and doa, itu je mampu bila jauh macam ni
dok dekat pun kena doa, wajib tu
tapi belajar lebih yakin dengan doa dan pengharapan pada Allah

sepanjang jauh macam ni, i dream a lot about coming back to my family
i missed a lot bila jauh
sakit demam makayah, suka duka makayah, happy and sad moments of my family
i cant witness my kids grow up, its so so so sad
i was not there to be with them. its hard u know
i try to be the best daughter, sister and aunt to them, to be with them in every single thing that happens
its hard when i am so far away
all i can do, pray a lot everytime i think of them, call everyday, twice a day sometimes

hopefully bila dok dekat, more things i can do for my family, insyaAllah

thats why i cant stop the 'coming back' thing in my mind
i pray hard, Ya Allah, please ease everything for my family and me
semoga dikurniakan banyak kesempatan untuk kita happy2 satu family, amiiinnn..

yes, i am very sad right now. Allah, please ease my heart and mind, amiiin..

Thursday, May 3, 2012

little sweetheart


i've been thinking about this little angel too much
and i started to dream about him at nights
haih..

cant wait to go back :(

asyraf, 'aco' dah nak balik in less than two months, insyaAllah
i gomol2 u later ok
for now, we just kiss kiss and hug hug on the comp and lappy screen dulu :(

^_^



alhamdulillah
this is the mark sheet for my teaching + presentation assignment
so far this is the best mark i've ever got sepanjang 3 tahun kat sini
alhamdulillah alhamdulillah
i got 1st class for this
not that i've never have 1st class sebelum ni (alhamdulillah for that)
but among those, this is the highest mark i've ever achieved
thank you, Allah :)

oh btw, the number in peer marking tu indicates audience / students yang evaluate
so besides the lecturers, students pun evaluate jugak performance time mengajar
thank you all!

^___________^

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

happy anniversary!!!

to my beloved darlings in my life
the loveliest and the bestest makayah a child can ask for
Haji Md Akib bin Hashim & Hajjah Majmin binti Abdul Rahman,

HAPPY 36th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY

semoga dilimpahi kebahagiaan yang berterusan
semoga diberkati kehidupan kita sekeluarga sampai syurga
semoga terus dipanjangkan usia dalam kerahmatan dan kasih sayang Allah


 *memory*


thanks for everything
we love you!!!
and adik love makayah sangat2!!!!! mmmmuuuaaahhhssss

love from:
azri
zairin
afifi
zaini
afini <-- paling solehah, ayu dan bijak bestari
rosiati
nurhasila
nur akma syazwani
aiman afiq
adam afiq
alia atiqah
amir asyraf

*and many more to come, insyaAllah*

p/s: adik nak pakai white wedding gown jugak time kawen nanti boleh? pleaseeeee....