on the kenduri itself

some kat rumah pakngah, and some kat rumah pengantin perempuan

kenduri keman part 2

hah finally connection ok alhamdulilaaahhhhh 

ok ni sambung yang malam tu 

 fav of all. boleh print yang ni hahaha

 acara lepas akad. makan kambing golek. huh, sedap menangis ni.

yang ni esok pagi tu
hari kenduri, tapi time ni pakai baju biasa lagi
ni baru lepas breakfast :)

 teruna kesayangans

tapi kan, given the choice

i would opt for the solemnization ceremony kat masjid

make it grand, simple and sweet

macam bfifi ngan akma

seriously i want that kind of ambiance :')

nice kan? surrounding pun lawa :)

ok next. sambung bab kenduri.

kenduri keman

these were last week kenduri

congrats to the couple, my cousin keman and his bride, azura (*sing azuuuuuuuuuraaaaaaaa*)

some of the photos from the night of akad nikah:

wah! siapa yang cantik berbaju maroon bertudung brown itu? wah wah wah mak pun posing nuh hehehe

the cameraman should get a close up of k.shila, mak, me n akma. we wore such nice and love outfits that night. lovely!

the bridegroom with the litte "pengapit". keman nampak cool je that night. tahniah, just once lafaz and done! *take note baan. u'll be next!the benchmark has been set up for u!*

budak comel yang kalut bekawat kat tempat pengantin. cushion ni pengantin pun tak rasmi lagi dia dah pi duduk, siap amik gambar lagi. haih anak sapa la ni..

disebabkan internet yang super duper lajuuuuuuuu

maka tak dapat la nak upload lagi

i'll try again tomorrow, insyaAllah

ada plenty nak upload nih!

lapaq

last day of puasa 6 fasting, insyaAllah
soooooo hungry i can eat an elephant :(

lets look at some photos of food
yummmmyyyy!!!!

 breakfast with ayah. 

 bukak posa at johnny's

 octopus tako tao

 papa mia. my hainan chicken rice was delicious

 home-cooked lamb steak with baan. super dummy marvelous!

 curry mee at old town

kueyteaw tomyam at batu 6

oooooo lapaq lapaq lapaq

nak makan apa bukak posa ni hah..

classroom

bosan while waiting for the lecturer to come in

two different environments and situations

oh how i miss warwick so much

teringin nak grad sana wei next summer :'(

mudah-mudahan ada rezki dan kesempatan, insyaAllah..

 university of warwick, social sciences building. -wazap-me-yana-

maktab perguruan ipoh, blok tak tau nama apa -tantintunbuahperia-gadisgojes-

cant wait to go back next week :)

cheesy..but true

love.
it is not even a feeling, though feelings are involved in it
it is certainly not all happiness and light
it is not sex either.
love is a connection with another person,
either through birth or through something else that i cannot even explain
it is often just attraction at first
but it goes far deeper than that
it is a determination to care for the other person no matter what
and to allow oneself to be cared for in return
it is a commitment to make other happy and to be happy oneself
it is not possessive
but neither it is a victim
and it does not always bring happiness
often it brings a great deal of pain
especially when the beloved is suffering
and one feels impotent to comfort.

it is what life is all about.
it is openness and trust and vulnerability.


~MaryBalogh, 2009~

mimpi sampai nangis

pernah tak dalam mimpi tu sedih sangat, siap besungguh nangis

and when u woke up, memang basah je muka + pillow?

it happened to me last night

so saddddd la, and i still remember how the story goes

cinta terhalang wei

and the hero??? hahaha zain ruffedge tu

gila ah, he was my teenager crush tu

sebab apa? sebab muka dia cam tettttttt

hahahaha

-zain-

dalam mimpi tu kan
we both cried dalam kereta
kat seat belakang, kat depan ada mak ngan ayah
kira cinta terhalang nih, and dia (hero / zain) macam kena hantar pi tempat lain
gila sedih ah
tapi dalam mimpi pun dia tetap la hensem *wink*
last scene dalam mimpi tu i waved him farewell
dia macam berdiri kat somewhere and waved back at me
and keta pun gerak la, sambil kami lambai sama2
pastu tekup muka sambil nangis teresak sebab tinggal dia sorang kat situ, sedih sedih..

then when i woke up around 4 something in the morning
serius basah muka ngan pillow tu :'(
memang rasa sedih, even till now

i wonder why i dreamt such a melancholic dream eh?
tak la sedih sangat pun time nak tidoq tu
petang tu je ada emo sikit hewhewhew
and why him? lalala~

ok. get back to real life. bye.